Nolton || Days like this

noelle-logan:

Noelle lifted her head slowly and made a aggravated face at Colton. was she okay? He was the on in a fucking hospital bed for gods sake. “What do you mean am i okay Colton?” she shook her head. “Stop worrying about me. Let me worry about you. just..i’m fine i swear.” She nodded slowly. Her eyes tried to stay on his face, she didn’t want to see anything else. She tried to block everything else out. Everything bad, she just couldn’t handle it anymore. She felt tears well up in her eyes as she started playing with the hem of her shirt.

“I thought i lost you..i…I heard a gun shot and Naomi and i…we went..and then you…” It was obvious that she just felt pain by saying it. She didn’t understand the whole thing, she didn’t understand why it had to be Colton. “Are you okay? no…no of course you’re not okay whats wrong with me? I’m sorry. Im so sorry..” She pleaded. Why did she feel like this was all her fault? “What happened? Who did this? Tell me.” She demanded. She wasnt sure if he would but she would make him. It wasnt fair to just let someone get away with this.

Colton told himself to toughen up, he put on a soft smile and began to lean up. The harsh florencent lights stung his eyes causing him to blinked vigorously. He reached up and started to rub his eyes, again feeling the pain of the IV tugging on his skin. He let out a sigh and looked over at Noelle, with a humorous face he said, “Am I okay? I’m fine. Do you really think I’d let a little bullet hurt me? Nah- You gotta do a little better than that.” he said with a wink shooting at her. Colton released another heavy sigh with her words and he bowed his head, “I don’t remember anything Noelle, Naomi had to tell me what even happened and-” he paused for a breif moment. “It’s all a blank.” he said lying slightly. Most of the night was a blank for him- but he did know who did this. But there was no way he’d ever tell Noelle. 

(via noelle-logan)

Nolton || Days like this

noelle-logan:

Noelle was pacing back in forth down the hallways with her arms wrapped around her. Colton had told her to get something to eat - But he just got shot and he was worried about food? really? That was last night anyway, Noelle never made it back to the room, her body wouldn’t let her. She was too weak and too scared to see him like that again and she wasnt sure if she was able to handle it so she just walked around all night and sat down, staring at the clock while drinking coffee. It didn’t really do a good job at keeping her energy up but she managed to stay awake. She needed to see Colton now - she needed to know that he was okay. Well not physically obviously, but at least mentally. She was freaking out and it’d make things much better if he let her know that he was perfectly fine even though she probably wouldnt believe it.

Noelle was walking down the halls when she came to a stop at his door. She didn’t know if she should go in- or how to feel, she just knew that she couldn’t stand this. They had been here way too many times, honestly. They had enough injuries for a lifetime. She felt stinging in her eyes as she got closer and close even though she thought she was all cried out that was surely not the case. She walked in slowly, as she turned her head and saw Colton all taped up in IV’s and laying there, helpless. He didn’t look…dead so that was good, right? She imagined much worse so she calmed down just a bit but she was still crying like a seal. “Hi.” She muttered out between tears, as she walked by the chair, keeping her head down and took a seat.

In the midst of Colton’s thought he heard the sharp click clack of heels entering the room. His eye’s flickered open to see Noelle taking a seat next to him. Colton felt weak, and slightly broken- but he tried not to think about those things now that Noelle had reentered the room. He needed to be strong, he wanted to be her rock, not the other way around. With the pain medication slowly wearing off the deep pain in his leg became present. Colton couldn’t help but wonder if his body was made to really handle it all; the pain and not just his leg but these heavy weighing emotions he seemed to carry on his shoulders. All the things he didn’t want to fit into his head like the apparent problem Noelle was starting to relapse into. He couldn’t help but feel like he needed someone there by his side, and even though it was quiet and the room was thick with tension- he was still comforted by seeing Noelle sitting there; in this god damn place they’d been so many times before. Though it wasn’t as bad when it was in the bed and Noelle in the chair. He finally lifted his head and spoke to her, “Hey, did you- You okay?” he asked in a small voice, groggy from all the sedatives they’ve fed him through the night. 

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Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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Whatever, asshole. I was just trying to care. I see you’re too much of an ass for that.

Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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Fine. I’ll line your path with rose petals while I’m at it too, Princess.

Right- Bye Audyn. Don’t fucking forget who drove you around while you cried for hours asshole.

Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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Well what, shitface? Crapped in your pants and need someone to wipe it for you too?! Huh?

When I get home just stay the fuck out of my way Audyn

Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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Really?! You expected a stupid fucking line like that? Why don’t I just ask if the sky is blue while I’m fucking at it. I’m not an idiot, Colton. I know you aren’t all right— actually, no. You’re fucking crazy right now. I threatened to beat up whoever shot you and instead you want an ‘are you okay’?! Really?! I might as well just not come. I mean- you are okay after all, Princess.

Yeah, well- 

Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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Wha- okay… now I’m confused. What the fuck did I do?! I was- er… am- uhm- er going to visit you. What’d I do wrong?! I am your friend, Colton. Why- wha?!

Guess I expected a ‘are you okay? do you need anything?’ something of those sorts. But right right- I’m the asshole who doesn’t have any feelings. Right. Well for the record, Yes I’ll live and no I don’t need anything

Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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A few days?! What the fuck are you talking about- Colton— did you and Noelle… break up again? I mean, you are an ass. I expect it to happen at least a good eighty something times.

No we didn’t. We’re perfect. Just can’t help but feel kinda stupid, thinking you were actually a friend of mine. Oh well. Don’t worry, I won’t make that mistake again.

Baby horse,

audyn-roian:

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Oh calm your damn tits, Colton. I was at work all day. Do you fucking think I have eyes that reach the damn apartment?! I just heard about all this shit so sorry I didn’t know you were in the damn hospital. Fucking shit. Now- wha- no— whatever. I’m coming to the hospital. I- er…

Don’t even worry about it Audyn- I’m fine. Whatever. I’ll be home in a few days.

I don’t need anyone here, never did never will

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